Interesting that at a time
when I’m attempting and producing very little writing, my mind is actually in a
much more creative space than usual. I seem to be heading down a different road
at the moment though. For years I’ve been taking my camera with me almost
everywhere I go, clicking away at images which capture my attention or
imagination, but as they mount up in their files on the computer, and the
occasional one turns itself into a framed enlargement, I still wonder what to
do with them all.
Gone are the days of filling
photo albums, and my snaps are not good enough to turn into a photography
career, but there seems to be little point in accumulating them ad infinitum,
other than going back to look at them, reminding myself of that moment when I
stood in wonder at what was before me. Actually, I guess that is the point.
All was not lost though, for
as I headed through the centre of the village I was treated with a rare sight.
Our massive gnarly old Village Green tree made up for what I had missed by
turning on its own light show, bathed in the vibrant morning sun. The sheer
beauty of it stopped me in my tracks, I’ve lived here more than eighteen years
and I’ve never witnessed it before, but its transformation blew me away.
Not to be outdone, my early morning
walk also offered up a mob of deer leisurely wandering along the street before
heading back into the bush for the day, and then another surprise, one
befitting the freezing temperature. I came across a couple of frozen puddles,
one with ice so thick it was almost white. Like a molten glass sculpture, it
just begged to be noticed. It never ceases to amaze me how the most simple and
unassuming things, especially in nature, can provide images so stunning that
you can’t help but stand in awe. Well, I can’t anyway.
And it is this more visual
journey I find myself on of late, wondering how to combine my growing
collection of photos with my writing in some sort of creative way. Still
working that one out, but having the brain ticking over thinking of possible
projects is an enjoyable process.
I’m forever fluctuating
between my own fire and ice moments, times when I’m fired up, my imagination is
engaged and I’m actually producing something, and those long drawn out bleak periods
when it feels like another creative thought is never going to emerge from the
recesses of my brain.